thinking about that again..i have decided ady,why they all force me to think again..why they all are not suppporting me at all...i really don wanna stay at KL at all..i juz want to leave from here...i know how to take care of myself,please u all juz don worry about me..i know they don wan me choose cherating is juz because of they r worried abt me...but please don mention this topic again..i really don wanna because of them change my mind, but they all is my lovely family,how could i jz bother them..how could i jz being cold blood to them...2:2...2 sisters is supportting,but the another 2...haiz...should i jz being insist on my decision or jz ignore them？if they worry abt me,i'll feel sorry to them,if i listen to them,stay at Kl,i'll fell sorry to myself...what shall i do?
suddenly i miss Mrs.Linda so much,hope she will come back soon and she will give me some suggestion...i miss my secondary Lingaton english teacher Mrs.Goh so much,she definitely will tell me what should i do now...i know her style,she difinitely will ask me being persistance and giving me the courage......
ARGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!
HELPPPP　！！！！！！！